Maths paper today
and pendidikan moral too~
i ask you guys
does the maths  paper difficult or easy ?
some said "easyy lehh" some said "bring me to hell =.=" LOL!
for me ?
emmm, kinda hardd laaa T.T*
i don't intrested in maths laa.. Haiiyooo~
what can do also ?
the same meaning ; must sit for exam and PMR ><*
but i hope don't get F looo ><'' #sweatinggg# !
some other clever and some other .... ?
i don't know how to say, can say Okayy Okayy laaa :P
see then so hardworking :)
of course they will get nervous about their result :D
me ? i don't know laaa~
lazy want to see back that test paper
make me dizy only @.@*

i keep stark at those questions that keep making me blur-ing :@
Yaaaa... my calculator gone :'/
and that's not my calculator
it's my brother's ...
OMFG </3
when he come back here from KL
he's gonna killl meee ~ T.T''

stupid meee ><
no one got extra calculator
i just go try to ask borrow from my DEAR ASS GIDEON :P
wether he can borrow me to use or not :D
Sad :(
he need to use calculator also
cause he had to use that calculator and sit for his examm tooo :)

LUCKILY !
tuition teacher borrow me his calculator :D
Thankkkiiuueee teacher ! :D

Oi, ASS !
do your best in your exam ahh
don't fall asleep anyway :DD
english for you it easyyy
but mathss lehh ? ><
arrr...,, faham faham laa you :P
ADD OIL for your mathss XD

I miss you so much ASS ! :P
oppsss >< no , no , no , no....~~
must focuson my paper :D
oh gossshhh !
i can't even look at the test paper
cause too MISS yaaa :P
and.....
i'm really sorry about yesterday night
when i'm wrong
i'm the one who surrender and apolagize
cause i lovee youu, right ?
i just don't get in a mess with our relationship babe :)
you said that you love me as your wife
so, i must do the responsibility of your wife :D
always hear you said that three words at phone " I Love You"
i feel so touched :')
i don't have any idea with my tears
i really love you babee :')
please~
don't ever forget and broke our promise :')
i hold it tidely our promises from the first day we be together
i'm telling the world : "Gideon Lutang, is mine, now and always :) ♥"

be with you, i feel nothing beat :D
i loveee uuuu ♥

Oppsss >< Suddenly change topic thiss ><
Ahaaaksss !
and suddenly miss our songs

TELLING THE WORLD BY TAIO CRUZ

By the way , i'm done for here now :)

byebye, lovee uu guys , ecspacially is

♥ HIM MR.-ASS- :D 

Yeahhh !
tomorrow WESAK DAY ;D
for sure, i could spent some time for missing someone

i really too bored for today :/
no one accompany
no one hear my feeling
no one share thing
with me
ecspacially is U

already one weeks two days
stay at house, my room, my toilet
like I'M IN JAIL =.=||
rawrr C|X
sometimes also will go ma' aunty house ;)
my aunty really kind, caring, lovely.
Ewww, not same like my other's aunty
looks ..... *VOMIT*!

my eldest aunty : BUSYBODY
*Bo bian, 年纪老了是会有点 -給波- 的*

my second aunty : always said "MINTA DUIT X2"
*我们有钱给你啊?自己那么多的钱,不见得你买Iphone4给你自己用*
LOL XD
P.S :: I ever said that to my sec aunty ;D

my fourth uncle's wife : ask your mummy do cake for me, looks delicious, FREE AHH !
*好心啦,你有嘴巴不会告诉我妈啊?还要我转告,FREE? 我妈卖cake哪里来的FREE?*
:: AUNTY ! one word for you,
IN YOUR FACE :X
 My mum won't give you free cake, Excuse me :)
她是用双手做的,不是机器做的.没脑啊?
Opppsss >< Soorry to said that :P

my third aunty : got free time want mah jong ? money come come :DD
*一直赌,赌,赌. 有什么好赌的?
钱花光就叫救命,口袋大把钱就LIN C,
改次你就知道做乞丐的滋味是怎样的咯*
Verrryyy verryy soorryy to said that weyyhh :D

my youngest uncle's wife : i don't know how to say herr laa. *我只知道很多人说她神经有问题*

know what ?
i really don't like thier attitude laa ;(
fuckinn hate it !
what can do also ?
they are my aunty still :/
tired leh , tired leh, TIRED weyyh !
LOL ~
越想越气
猪来的 =.=||

waaaaaa :@
suddennly feel so mad aaa ><''
buduuuh ehh XD
Today got abit mixed language, ahaakkss ;P

anyway, justt now feel too bored jorr
i take some picture :)
and i wrote this just last week , i think ?

MR.GIDEON !
does it looks nice ?
i know laa, UGLY yeaa ?
Ahaaksss XD

LOVEE UUU berryy berryy much .♥

i still don't get it,
why.... when i miss you
my tears down
and i was upset
i had cry for so long that i never had before
Obviously, i loveee ma' dearr Gideon :)
and i feel weird,
my mumm won't stop me for being have a relationship
and my mumm sometimes she will ask something about you from me
don't worry
my mumm's good, she's kind, caring too. same as my aunt :)

This few days,
i realize that when i miss about you
i will take my phone
click on file recorder and press the one i had recorded your voice
i click it, and it was sound funny :DD !
that time you was singing
cause you said that you were bored yeaaa ? XD
and i just laying on my bed and hear you singing while i was recording your voice ;) Heee~

hye !
i want to hear your voice badly
tonight, i wait your call :)
and~ Thanks for reloaded for my phone
but, errmm, next time don't reload for me
i want you just keep it for your ownself
when you need it just use it
but not for those NONSENSE thing for you to watse your money :)
i loveee uuu muchh.

Till here, byeeee~
enjoy for the next post ;D

: MR.GIDEON LUTANG ♥

-
When i'm quiet,
millions of things are running in my mind

-
When i'm not arguing,
i was thinking deeply-

-
When i looks at your eyes with full of questions
i was wondering how long you will be around

-
When i'm answer : -i'm fine- after a few seconds
i was not fine at all :)-

-
When i'm staring at you
i was wondering why you are lying-

-
When i'm laying on your chest
i was wishing for you to be mines forever-

-
When i calls you everyday
i was seeking for your attention :P

-
When i message you everyday
i wants you to reply at least once
-
When i says that i can't live without you
i had made up my mind that you are mine's future
-
When i says -I LOVE YOU-
i means it

-
When i says -I MISS YOU-
no one in this world can miss you more than that.

END ;D

: JOANNA ♥

We're okay
don't worry :P
we had so muchh funn today at Financial Park
but today is saturday right ~
too many PILAK there
those smelly smells i can't take it =.=||
we don't have idea
so we decided go Alpha
HIS's friend house :)

There have air-conditioner
WOW :X
really feel comfortable :D

really hadd soo mucchh memory with him
i lovee him so mucch
and HE's TAKEN BY ME !
Lalalala XD♥

I take picture of him and me
he's holding my hand
while he is talking phone with his friend :D

i kiss him alots lots and lotsssss ~
and hugged him tightly !
we sleep together on a bed
he cuddle me tighly :@
and his smells :P
i like it so much
IT DOES SMELL GOOD !
Wuuuu~
i got a fight with him yesterday
and
when i calm down
i just realize i really miss him that muchh :'/
Awwww ~
Ngaahakss !
just forget about it :D♥

errrmmm,
i'mm sooo happyy happyy ! :P

nothing to say here
i know kinda bored XD
Sooo~ Bubbye :D♥

Yesterday you missed call me 12 times :'/
i'm sorry i didn't pick up your phone
i cry whole night
suddenly fall asleep
and i really don't want anyone disturb me
and i dream about you yesterday night
i dream that i had lost you
i can't find you
keep shouting your name
i'm crying alone
and you had leave me alone :'/
when i sleep
my tears also will going down slowly
i know it's just a dream
but you never know how horrible is that !

i had already forget what i angry about
if past just let them past
i don't want to argue any nonsense
you know ?
we just couple for 6 days
and i don't want just a little case to fight with yaa
i don't want my attitude to be bad again
i can't take it
so i just try don't let those small case to make our relationship can't go through :')

you think i don't want to pick up your call right ?
seriously ,
i'm really gettin angry and more angry
cause i never had this hard as rock feeling before
and i don't know why ~
i had love you tooo much
i don't even care
i willing to get hurt by you
and i willing to get play by you
i'm not JOKING ! :'P
i really lovee uuu soo mucchh ~

and i'm so sorry
that you had a fight with your daddy
all because of me right ?
hye ! don't do that anymore again~
hmmmm ~ : /
worthless to do that
i just don't want you to get hurt
okay ?
i always love uuu, right ?
hmmmm ~

kinda a lil' bit moody now :')
but i'm still okay :'D
and honestly i really forget about what we fight for :D
MR.GIDEON !
just forget about it
let them past
don't memorize it anymore


Errrgghhkk ><||
my eyes
BENGKAK joorr
maybe i cry too much yesterday ?
yaaa~ i had too many tears going down
and it taste SOUR ?
am i normal or what ?
i get SOUR but not SALTY =.=||
WEIRD :X

See it ? MR.GIDEON :D ♥ !
i always had a smile for you
cause you make me smile alwayss too :P ♥

i lovee uuu very mucchh
and please i hope we can do anything right

i loveee yaa :D ♥
Errmmwaukss :* ♥

Dear Gideon :'( !
just got your message that you're sick :'/
hmmmm~
worry you this
i know you're too tired for school things
got extra class till evening
and daddy go fetch you from school
then straight go town for dinner
go back home , rest awhile , take shower , watch TV
i know you're watching FOOTBALL
cause that's your favourite :D

Bby, you're a worrisime lah :P
but i more like to worry you
i love yaa :*♥
i'm happy that can spend time to message with uuu :)
but i accompany you for while
straight say Byebye to you liao :'(
sorry yea ><'
i gotta do my homework
done my homework then find yaa :D

Urrrgghh !
can't wait this sunday
gotta hangout with yaa :P
can't wait can't wait can't wait :D !

hmmmm~
i got extra class just now
from 11:20 till 1:30
keep thinking about you ><
Ooppsssiii :X
almost one week we didn't hangout ><
Ahaaks♥!
i can't control myself to miss you
i want you cuddle me tightly
i want you kiss me sweet as candy :D
Weee~ happiness
i wanted you to be the last and the one :)♥
errmmwuaakkss ! :*

now im doing my homework while i was typing words
and ON your account XD
i really damn miss you , Alalalalaa :P♥
i can't shut my mouth up ! :X
ahaakss♥!

Mr.Gid :D♥!
im tired :(
those mathematics make me headache +.+|||

asstaggaa ! --'
PMR is coming soon :D
Fighting Fighting , XD!
i hate tired seriously
what can do ?
but when i think about my lil, naughty bumm smile
i also smile , he's a funny as my SIBS said :P
Love yaa~ Oppsss >< AGAIN :X♥

I was doing my homework while i typing right,
mummy suddenly send mssg to me
know what she send to me ?
"Dear Daughter joan, pls study for your coming PMR :) !
 BERLAJAR LAH BERSUNGGUH-SUNGGUH UNTUK MENCAPAI KEJAYAAN! Frm mom"
Lol,
i never saw my mummy will send msg to me like that before lah XD
btw, thanks MUMMY .
and mummy know about me and YOU also
and i told everything about you to my mum
mum said : You should care him more,
love him more.
Get more understand to each other :)
Support you always
Thanks mummy again for that ADVICE :D
i was really happy that my mum won't stop me for being have a relationship
I love you mumm :)♥
i will care him as you care me for this whole years , APPRECIATE ! :P

i miss uuu now boo♥
curious what you doing now?
Hye! sorry i didn't reply uuur mssg
cause my phone was at down stairs
mummy come up to my room and i told me that have your mssg
oh , thanqqiu thanqqiu
Mum suddenly ask again : Happy to have him ?
i replied : YES , mama :D
Gek dao mummy bhaa XDD

by the way,
mummy was really happy to see me like that
cause she never saw me hapyyy till like ths before
full of sweetness
full of GOOD memories but not BAD
like before what the GUY had done to me :P
i didn't mentioned who hurted me before
and who ever saw this please don't PERASAN ! Thankss!

Hurrrmmm~
just now i leave my laptop alone and take some bored pictures : /
honestly ,
my mumm grounded me stay in my own room
till she ask me go down for dinner together :P
Aikkksss , if i can patient ! XDD
i think i can't ,
i want to use mummy's phone to call him :'(
nahhhh ~.~
mummy will CERAMAH many many !
i don't want lahh~
very annoying de bhuuu ><||

and here's the picture
i really had nothing to do -.-
sorryy guys :PP

Reallyyyyyy Boooooorreeeeeeedddddddddd !!!!
while i was taking bored picture
i missing HIM :P♥
HE'S LOVED BY ME ! XD

Ehemmmmmm Ehemmmmm
my throat lil bit dry
sit under air conditioner lagi tuw ><||

Bha , Bha ~
Now i'm DONE with my mathematics
and finish UPDATE my blog

So now
TATA guys :P!
See ya ~

It's all about him :)

He's Gideon
and he's taken by ME
hyee,hyee,
WARNING here:
GET A DISTANCE FROM HIM , THANKSS!

and here
i hope you can forget about my past
and accept the new me

yesterday night i still remember i was SMS-ing with my SIBS: Alicia
she said: Hope he is the last one for you :)!
honestly, i hope so too

you ever said you will love me till the end of your life :)
i trust you
but please don't let me down someday
you PROMISE it
you gotta DO IT
PLEASSEE DON'T BREAK IT!
this isn't a game for us

i really don't care other people said "PUPPY LOVE"?
we know what are we doing it's enough :)

for those who likes to judge us
so ,
just go ahead
we won't stop you
but please "MIND YOUR OWN BUIESNESS" =.=|||

--------------------

Yesterday night
that time i was at tuition
we keep messaging each other
suddenly you asked me:
"Haha : / B, do you love me?"
i shock when i saw your mssg ><
i was kinda worry about you
feels like want to cry :'(
and i was crying while i was replying you mssg
Bby, seriously
for real , i really had fallen for you
and i never had a guy like you that treated me nicely as your wife
although we not yet married :')
played with me , having fun with me
that kind of feeling i never had it before :')
You never know my past
alots of pain , alots of betray
you're the one who made up me to being so mature
you cleaned memories of my past
i feel more happiness when i was with you
you ever hugged me
you ever kissed me
you ever hold me
like - I'M YOURS 
but nobodyy ~ :)

I know you love me
cause you ever said that :
"YOU LOVE ME AS YOUR WIFE EVEN WE ARE NOT MARRIED"

i really don't even care if it's lie or truth
i trust you :)
I   T R U S T   Y O U

and thanks to you
i can't leave without you, cause you defintely complete me :)♥